With Heaven there are no answers…..only questions. But for
those of us with faith, even the tiniest fragments of it, we can take comfort
in believing that far greater things await us there than any we have known in
this life. Death should not incite grief in us but anxious anticipation at the
day when we join those who were called home before us.
A few weeks ago I stumbled upon the cartoon pictured below.
A smile tugged at the corners of my mouth when I saw it and pulled slowly
across my entire face in feeling a wave of comfort at its message. Of all the
things that have aided me in tackling my recent grief and frustration over the
brevity of life, this humble cartoon incited the greatest conversion in my
heart and mind in thinking about life, death, and Heaven.
The cartoon no doubt struck me so deeply because of recently
suffering the loss of our Keeshond, Grace. In the first hours after her
passing, I lay on my living room floor crying uncontrollably. As my husband
tried desperately to comfort me, the only words I could blubber out coherently
were that “I really hope I make it to Heaven someday so I can see her again.”
There are many days where I question the probability of my salvation, but never
once have I ever doubted that all dogs go to Heaven. I believe that if for no other reason than
because of their Christ-like ability to love unconditionally.
Between reading “90 Minutes in Heaven” and “Heaven is For
Real,” interviewing a hospice worker, hearing accounts of the final things my
grandfather said before he passed, and hearing my Aunt Debbie muttering in her
last days about how her father (my grandfather who passed years earlier) should
be with her, I know and believe that a whole bunch of people will be waiting
for each of us when we finally enter Heaven. But I also believe, that the faces
that will rush out to greet us first will be our dogs. Because really…..our
dogs love us far more during their short lives than any other beings we ever
encounter.
I like to think that our loved ones, when they pass on, take
comfort in knowing that we will all be reunited someday. And so they go about
enjoying the wonders of their new home. But dogs I believe, as the cartoon so
quaintly depicts, likely spend every waking moment in Heaven talking about
their family and how much they can’t wait to see them again. Dogs are quite
possibly the most patient of creatures and spend most of their lives waiting.
They wait to hear the click of the door handle when we arrive home from work or
school. They wait for us to feed them dinner or walk them outside when getting
the mail. They wait for us to notice them lying on their backs so we’ll scratch
their bellies. Rain or shine, five
minutes or five hours, whether their master is in a good mood or bad, dogs wait
for us.
While I feel sad for all of the people and animals I’ve lost
in my life, I fully trust in the fact that I will see them all again someday.
And no doubt, my first glimpse of Heaven will be of a huge herd of dogs running
full speed my way. They will be the ones that will not have stopped thinking of
me or waiting for me since we parted ways. Dogs, after all, aren’t just life
companions but eternal ones.
I lost my Emma in late September and this is probably the first day I have not cried for her. I was busy from early this morning to late, so that is probably why. I read books by Gary Kurz that helped me so much about dogs and heaven. I highly recommend them Lacey. Loved this post.
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